360

It's a different view from up here. 

Gives you a different perspective. 

I went to the doctors the other day. She says I've come a complete 360 from where I was when we met almost a decade ago. 

My health has stabilized rather than continue down hill. 

My bones can't get 'better' but they can slow down from getting worse. Just as my lung can't get any 'better,' but it can stop getting worse. 

My mental health... 

well, I have my mind back.

 Now that could be dangerous for a few others, it's good news for me. 

The last therapist left the office almost a year ago. I refused to start over. This was the 3rd time around with a new therapist, starting back at the beginning and moving forward. This one was awesome. For the first time in my life, I felt like I was getting the right advice. I was able to 'get over' a lot of mountains in my life. I haven't needed to go back.

Someday, I hope to run into her again and let her know, she was a life changer. I hope where ever she went she stayed in the profession, because there are not that many good therapists out there. 

The BIG difference in my life, the one thing that has helped me heal in so many ways.....

.....On the tangible level. 

Spiritually

God is always the number one in my life.

The one thing that has helped me the absolute most to  'overcome' my mountains, 'endure' the situations life throws on us, and 'keep going' to find true 'happiness' ....

is.. 

The horses. 

{Truly they are a gift from God to us humans}

My life changed once I got my StarBright and Buddy {RIP}. 

It's continued to improve, with each new mare. Lil Star has brought much magic with her personality. 

These girls made the difference. They are my reason to get up. They are the first thing on my mind in the morning and the last thing on my mind at night. They are 'where my money goes' {along with many grandchildren}.. They are my heart {along with many grandchildren}. 

Age plays a factor, but it doesn't determine the facts in life. 

To hear my doctor say I've made a complete 360, means 'you can see the difference'. 

When she said "You look good", my only thought and response was, "I feel good".  And I haven't been able to say that for a long time!!

Angels come in the form of horses and carry you on their wings.

Blessed by God

Life's good @ the Bright side of the Barn

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Until next time, Stay safe and Happy Trails. 

REDO

 

Yep, there are things I wish I did differently. 

Yep, there were times I wasn't the best person I could have been.

Yep, there were mistakes along the way.

Yep, if I could - there are things I'd redo.

You can't change the past. You can't go back and undo anything. Your words can haunt you forever, or put you on a different path. Your mistakes can cost you and they usually do. 

With each passing event we grow. With the joy, the pain and the unexpected, we learn. With each new relationship we gain. We prepare, we plan and we live. Life happens. 

NOT everything according to plan. You can't 'change' someone else. You can't 'fix' someone else. You can't do it 'by yourself'. But you can 'get through it' on your own. 

I can't undo, or redo. But I can do my best right now.

Focus forward.

Blessed by God

Life's good @ the Bright side of the Barn

Thanks for stopping by

Until next time, Stay safe and Happy Trails.