January 11, 2020

It's going to get better



I decided to start doing a few shops again. It's been so long my log in has expired. Fortunately most are welcoming, and those I have to email seem to be responding positively. Already got assignments from one of the schedulers I didn't think liked my work? It's all good. I love working for her, she challenges me.

Tim came over today and helped me clean out the stalls after moving the goats. That was a big job. Tomorrow is will be a month and I'm really over doing it. So I was grateful for the help. My chest hurts in 2 different ways and it's very uncomfortable. My shoulder feels like it's skinned raw, but the skin is there.? Muscles torn up underneath I guess.
I usually have a high tolerance to pain, but I've never had anything like this.! I'm hoping doing shops again will help distract me. Since I can't really do half the things I want or need to do. I might as well get paid to shop, while I heal. If you know anyone in the age range of 18-30 there is a huge need for alcohol and tobacco compliance shops.

Ever since I got ill the first time, since the stroke.. and now since the accident... You just don't realize how much things can take the energy right out of you. I find myself only able to do about half of what I used to do. And I don't see myself ever getting back there!  Perhaps simple old age plays a part, but I think when we beat ourselves up we speed up the process.

It's going to be a better year, I feel it. This is just the start and it's been a crazy month so far. Feels like we've had a roller coaster ride. Cold weather and high winds in the forecast. Stay warm! I think winter is trying to make a statement.

Blessed by God
Life's good @ the Bright side of the Barn
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Until next time, Stay safe and Happy Trails.

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