"I've reached my limit" - forgive me. One can only be positive 364 days a year. There must be 1 day allowed for 'the dark side'.
To Start
Thursday used to be my Friday and now my Friday isn't until Saturday. I'm too old for this "tihs!" Being tired may be contributing to the problem here. The 'new' guys are catching on for the most part. In some ways not really, I've just adapted to doing things differently in the mornings and accepting that it's not the paradise I used to come in too.
It continues with this week
Computers crashed when I come in, tills not counted right, an annoying buzz we can't figure out for days.. customers notice and complain as well. Lovely week I tell you.
Today tops it all, With Snow. This also adds to the pain in my back and left foot..
Add the Cherries
My nerves are shot as I'm driving my daughters Jeep. Still collecting the payments for the sales last fall, so car parts to fix my car are going to need to come another $$ way. Tabs expire this month, so there's a year down the drain wasted without even going on the road. My little KIA does soooo good in the snow. Feeling really defeated with this one.
Now, The LOVE of my life,
My horse was getting better where she hurt herself last fall, so dumb 'ssa' me, stopped the medications on it... and now,,,,,,, we are starting all over again trying to heal it up, cause it only took one day for it to get messy again. It's in a frustrating place on a horse that you can't exactly band aid so your fighting exposure constantly.
Did I mention the SNOW.
Just when I'm already thinking I just can't seem to get a break or do anything right. Somehow, I've gone and done it again and said something that's been taken wrong. Wasn't even thinking about the same thing as they thought of, but nobody ever believes me.
I've only unpacked 1 of the 3 Christmas tubs and gotten the tree up. I was doing the 500 lights and 100 Candy Canes on the tree this year, since I can't use ornaments with the cats..... No lights up really, not anywhere else but the tree.
And with everything that's happened from Thanksgiving to now ~ I have lost my Christmas Spirit and it's only the 1st of December. The inner me wants to pack it back up and just go away for the rest of the winter. The depression is taking it's toll..... today.
It's been a hard week.
Oh, a friend passed away just a couple days before Thanks giving and once again, I'm left to grieve on my own. I never imagined the way people would be come.
It's been a really hard week, even for me.
And that would end the broadcast for today. Probably not the post you were expecting, sorry. I haven't been myself this week.
Blessed by God
Life's good @ the Bright side of the Barn
Not everyday comes with sunshine!
Thanks for stopping by
Until next time, Stay safe and Happy Trails
So last night I cleared the air. Let people know they misunderstood me
, then I told a few of those that owe me 
to give their families a good Christmas 
. Then I Sat down and paid
, Then on a break 
I was able to calculate I will be able to pay my son 
, pay my horse
bills next week and some Christmas 
! My boss
came in at 8 when Im supposed to be off only to discover neither of my coworkers showed up or called.
He will be looking for new people if they cant get it together. 
Came home to the Christmas tree
being ransacked by the cats 
all because they wanted a candy cane
off of the 